I hate the lack of kind females in my life. I am an addict in recovery, and all of the females in my life are either too old for me, or completely callous. I don't know if callous is the exact word for the situation, but it seems appropriate for the time being. I guess I am too sensitive at this point in my life. I let my emotional walls down for completely cold and unhealthy women. I wish I could vent some other way besides text right now, but its too late to play guitar, and I'm too tired to get my art shit out. I am a little glad that I am feeling the way that I do now, because seven months ago, when I was still practicing my addicti